Crazy Sexy Cancer

Thanks to Chris Glass, I just saw a trailer for a really interesting looking documentary. Crazy Sexy Cancer follows the life of a young woman who discovers she has a rare and lethal form of cancer, and how she learns to fight it, accept it, and discover herself and what really matters. The trailer's only 7 minutes long, but it nearly made me cry. It just reminded me of what's really important in life, and how quickly our lives can change dramatically.

I want to change some things in my life, and I hope that it'll be easier with Shawn's help when he gets here next week. I want to be healthier. I want to be better at making my own happiness. I want to learn to prioritize better. I want to learn to set better boundaries. I want to live an fuller life. And no, I don't want no damn Jesus, so don't try to sell my any.

Moving

I hate moving. Now that I'm in the new place, I should feel relieved, but instead, I'm filled with a sense of dread because the new place could use a thorough cleaning and I have no desire to do so. I'm content to live with a living room full of boxes and bags for a while. I need a break to recover from the many trips up and down my stairs-of-doom at the old place. Besides, I already had to clean the bathroom this morning in the new place so that I could use it.

Instead of cleaning and unpacking, I think I'll just be lazy and play on the internet in the coffee shop instead.